16.3.16

I Saw You Again in My Dreams Itsuka Mata Aimashoo

I had a dream again about you and our boy. It was really vivid and real. The emotion was real…

As real as when I looked at the mirror and saw my face, while wearing the ring that I always wear.
As real as when I touched the sofa pillow, and felt the fluffiness and the texture of the pillow case.
As real as the two story Japanese house we are living in.
As real as the tatami room with the white futon sheet.
As real as our home garden with wide grey concrete footsteps and the green plants.
As real as the wooden fences with roof on the door.
As real as your wet black hair neatly combed to back of your neck.
As real as your soft voice when you replied me with “Sokka..Ii yooo..” and smiled at me.
I can not wait till the day I really meet you.

And when you finally read this, that time you will know..
You always been there…the whole time 😊😊☺️🍀🌹🌹😘




2.3.16

Kapal Jenazah??

Jam 4 pagi aku terbangun.

Mimpi ini gak begitu jelas, gak seperti biasanya. Begitu bangun aku gak begitu ingat detailnya, hanya sekilas-sekilas saja yang teringat.
Aku ada di sebuah kapal (kapal perang?). Aku membuka pintu, berdiri di geladak kapal sambil menembak sesuatu di kejauhan. (Pesawat or helikopter gitu??).
Scene berikutnya yg kuingat ada orang yg terbujur kaku di atas kursi. Entah bagaimana sepertinya akulah yg membunuh org itu.
Scene yg lainnya ada yg sedang sekarat di atas tempat tidur, kesakitan, sedang dirawat dengan luka-luka.
Scene yg lainnya yg aku ingat ada seseorang lainnya di kapal itu yg bagian mengangkut jenazah. Dia yg mengurus semua penyimpanan jenazah di dalam ruang pendingin.
Cuma itu saja yg teringat.